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2007-04-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

wat had happened?

dun let go yan....

yg terindah terlukis di bibir mu

tak pernah ke lihat senyum mu

sebegitu

pudar kah cinta yg ku beri

berwarna warni segala

yg di janji kan ia

tak mudah ku melupa segala yg berlalu

ku ingin selalu bersama mu....

2007-02-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

Welcome to 2007!!!

OMG!!!!!!! i havent been blogging like.....

FOREVER!

i like totally forgotten bout tis bloggin

thingy.. ya allah...

i think im gettin old la... keeps forgettin

things n stuffs...

nway, i decided to start bloggin again for

the year 2007..

i mean.. since i have my own lappy to do tis

bloggin.. will try my very best to update..

well, hmm... 2007...

its a very sad year for me to end wif 2006

and to start wif 2007...

still a sad,sad year to start wif...

my family crumbles down... so as my

relationship wif my bfren...

it seems to me tat everything decides to crumble

at the rite time and at the rite moment...

things like tis do happen to those unfortunate

ppl.. hmmm... im tryin to say.. me lah..

well... nwayz...

wateva lah....

ok will update u peeps a.s.a.p!

CHEERS!!!

2006-03-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

ITS BEEN 2 MTHS+ SINCE I LAST BLOG...

Yes, i know... that is quite a long time since i last blog... but what am i suppose to do if im soooo busy with work & my life?

i dont know.. mayb i might drop this blog thingy coz sometimes i feel bad for not updating my blog...( not that i REALLY have to update...) but i really got no time to do so. this 1 oso i juz happen to have the time to touch the pc.. n now my bro is shouting at me to hurry it up.. nwayz,peace out!

Cheers!

2006-01-27T17:41:00.000+08:00

ALAMAK! FORGOT TO WISH SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

NYWAY, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

ok,its my fault that i forgt to wish all my fellows muslims friends hari raya haji... yes,yes i know it has been a long time but at least i remembers it right! i was rostered for a flight then so even me, myself did not celebrate raya haji... kan, me very busy u now....

oh yeah, im now in seoul doing the least leg of seoul-san francisco before going back tomorrow night for singapore. i can really type much as there are others here waitiing to use the pc...

CIAOZ!!!

2006-01-12T09:57:00.001+08:00

OUR NEW YEAR'S PARTY!!!

we went to the grooviest beach party ever at SENTOSA!!! it's called the foam party, but its not really bout the foam actually... but nway.. it was still fun! the guys were hilariousi mean u guys definitely been to a foam party rite?! there is a time when theres this moment when they gather the foam, then at one point they released the foam like out of the sudden... yeah! and thats when our 'men' jump into the pool with all the other "men"( and yes, that includes the bangladeshis too ok!!!) to be surrounded by FOAM!!!

but it was really a funny sight for me coz i rarely see yan doin such antics! but it really does seem to me that he was havin a great deal of fun.. i mean besides gettin drunk with his friends, once in a while u have to hang loose u know.. u cant always be uptight with ur own boyfren..like a kite, sometimes u have to release the string & sometimes u have to tighten it.. or else, it flew away no matter how long u've been flying it..

whereas for me..... hmmm... my new year's resolution is to saves up a hell loads of money for my future... hahahah!!! wat i mean by... i gotta save up for my car payment,my studies & also for my spending lifestyle( wah, i spend like org tak ingat dunia like that!!!)

and oh yeah! yan's goin for his national service this year... awwwww..... i cant eally bear to let him actually.. but as i've said earlier on, i have to! life still goes on even if not around me like 24/1 man! but he is still in a lil corner of my heart... love ya honey bunny!!!

cheers to the new year!!!

2005-12-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

OPENING OF M.O.S

just came back from flt today & found out that M.O.S had just opened on friday night. my friends updated me while i was away in Frankfurt.. they wanted to asked me along but, well, i was away peeps!!

but i heard it was quite happening there! i was told that the grand opening was so damn grand, that the queue was so long that it reaches til River Valley!! damn, that really was a GRAND OPENING!!!

for those who do not really have an idea from where M.O.S really originated, it came from London,England. it is the best night spot down there in London that even the DJs from there are called over to Singapore for certain occasions iver here! i mean, their DJs are the best!!!

i heard down here, it is like the biggest superclub! there are different rooms for different kinds of music! thats cool....!!

really cant wait to try droppin by there on this new year's eve!!!

CHEERS!!

2005-12-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

apologies to those who had been waiting for me to update my blog...

im, ooohhh, sooo sorry peeps for not updating my blog for quite sometime... been busy lah, working .. juz doesn't have the time to spend on the pc.

nway, alot of things happened since the laz time i updated my blog ( that was what? since the month of hari raya??!!) hmmm... well, as usual, every 4mths of using my current handphone, now i juz cant wait to change it! im sooo keen to change to the motorola razr v3 pink colour! currently im using the nokia 3230 but as usual, my every 4 mths routine... i juz feel that i gotta change to a new cellphone.

like others say: "u must try all the other ice cream flavour in the ice cream store. dun only settle for one flavour!"

ahaa.. actually... hmm... it really is me who create that qoute.. hehehehe!

oh yeah, on the 5th of dec, my friends & i organised a bbq pit at my friends place, THE DEW condo at bukit batok.. had alot of fun down there but too bad that we had to finish up the event before 2200hrs. but hey! we had lots of fun mingling around each other as well as with those who brought their partner & families.

well, enjoy viewing at my friends peeps! cheers!!!

2005-11-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since i last blog!!!

aaargghh!!! yes,yes i noe... i haven't been blogging since even before hari raya..ppl might be wondering whether am i still doing this blog thingy anot? well, i still am!!

raya,raya.... hmmm... how shall i describe it...

eve of raya, both me & yan went over to da bazaar in geylang ( heard that its gonna be the last year that da bazaar gonna be held there...). thank gosh i was on leave from the eve til the 3rd day of raya, or else i think i'll celebrate raya god knows where!!! nwayz, i reach home til 5am in the morning, doing last minute shopping! eventually, i get to buy my baju kurung(the last piece man, whew!!), some stuff for the hse & flowers... yeah, flowers for my mum... heeeheee...

first day of raya was excellent! my eldest sis gets to celebrate the glorious day with her husband & also not forgetting, her being pregnant!!! (a new & upcoming member in the family!!!) i juz cant wait for her to deliver her baby! that baby is gonna be a miracle baby in this family, that i can bet!!

normal routine lah! we did the "forgiving session" first then the photo-taking session. i mean, imagine taking photos after your tears has already smudge your mascara & eyeliner???!!

aha! but all that happened in the previous year! this year i've planned everything( evil laughs: buahahaha!!!!!). during the "forgiving session", do not use ANY mascara or eyeliner first. do it after the session, onwards to the photo-taking session. that way u save time & cosmetics,as in wiping off your smudgy black tears...

next year is gonna be as smooth sailing as this year.. buahahahaha!

what saddens me this year is that, yan are not able to go on visitings either for families or friends.. he's too busy going for his soccer trainings. those training dates has to coincides with hari raya i assume.. like there's no other dates like that huh..?

my raya this year is not that "happening" as last year due to yan's commitment to his soccer career & not forgetting to mine too.. i've been so busy working that even i myself dun even know what day it is today!

Nways, the month of december is coming & the world is waiting for the arrival of CHRISTMAS & NEW YEAR. so u peeps juz gotta wait for my next blog on how i celebrate those 2 days!

CHEERS!!!!

2005-11-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

3 MORE DAYS TO HARI RAYA!!!!!!!

selamat hari raya.... & happy deepavali to all my fellows frenz who are celebrating the occasion.. maaf zahir & batin jikalau ada terkasar bahasa!

CHEERS!

2005-10-25T11:41:00.000+08:00

LOOKING FOR SOMEONE BY THE NAME OF "SHARIL"

OI BROTHER! U DARE TO WRITE SOME NONSENSE THINGS IN MY TAG BOARD HUH???!!!!

IF U WANT TO SAY SOMETHING, PLZ DO COME COME FORWARD LAH! DUN BE PENGECUT!

2005-10-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

ON THE 13TH OF OCTOBER....

yes.... thats is da date when a girl named ELIZA was born... well, it was my BIRTHDAY yesterday & i was overjoyed by what yan did to celebrate that eventful day..

it started wif a sumptuos buffet dinner at HYATT HOTEL. we ate at the STRAITS KITCHEN which recently juz open at the lobby. i was taken aback at first coz i really didnt know the venue of our dinner... i was only told to wear dress code meant for hotel..

after our dinner, we decided to go back to my place to have a second celebration with my family. when i reached home, everyone surprises me! i mean, EVERYONE was present!!!! from my parents up till my siblings (& my bro-in-law too).

i havent seen my WHOLE FAMILY for quite sometime now coz im like forever flying & not having any time to meet them... well, most of them are busy with work too.. its like da most happiest day of my life man!!!

but u haven heard of the presents yet!

my parents & my elder sis gave me money (hahaha... now im rich!!!!), my elder bro gave da earrings that im dying for & sofiyan gave me a camera that i've been waiting to own! and he also gave me "another" gift that is very priceless.... that is....

A VIDEO MONTAGE

of our relationship together for the laz 6yrs...

isn't that touchin... i mean from someone who doesn't always profess his love to me, who lurves soccer more than anythin (incl. me!). i was sooooo shocked that while watchin da montage, i cried quietly besides him, holding his hand tru-out the video... he compiles our favourite songs together with other romantic songs... awwwwwww...... where did i get this man???!!!!

really... no one has ever done this for me at all... and all i always do was to pack my bags & was set to go for flts...didnt really think much bout him, didnt really appreciate wat i have infront of me...

baby... thx for everything dear... u stick by me even when im not in da mood to entertain u or scold u when u do weird things infront of me... lurve u dear...

*(pics will be uploaded soon
)

2005-10-13T11:35:00.000+08:00

VOTE NOW FOR THE SENIOR CITIZEN AWARDS!!!!

peeps.... cast ur votes now for the senior citizen awards!!! well, if u are wondering who u need to vote, well..... let me help u wif it! vote for MR SIKIN BIN ABDULLAH!!!!

A man who firmly believes in living life the fullest, always giving advices and guidance.

so please do vote for him at www.seniorcitizenawards.com today!!! Cheers!!

2005-10-10T17:28:00.000+08:00

IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, PLZ COME FORWARD....!!!!!!!

To the person who read my blog & decided to add in comments in my tagboard, plz if u not happy with anythin, plz do come forward & tell me! do not use such obscenity or shud i put in, nonsensical words in my tagboard to express ur freaking coward feelings!!!! it really shows what a coward u are!!!!

if u dare to type those tags, then i dare u to come forward & reveal ur god damn self!!!

2005-09-28T15:57:00.000+08:00

PARTY IN CHINABLACK

both me & yan went partying at CHINABLACK on the 25th of sept wif a bunch of yan's soccer frenz from SINGAPORE UNDER 21... those who went was tahar, firdaus,aziz, shahril & partner and not to forget ekhsan & 'fren'.

cant really say much bout that nite coz............... wateva happens in the club or on the dancefloor, shud remain in the club... CHEERIOS!!!

some pix for you peeps to peep:

2005-09-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

time check.. now is.......

**yawn** yawn** the time now is 0842hrs... arrived back in singapore this morning at 0545hrs... til now i have not yet slept & im feeling sleepy now... got back home shower, cook my own breakfast & switch on the computer.... im really in no mood now.... time for me to catch a wink or two.. ZZZZzzzzzZZZ....

ROMA

2005-09-04T18:52:00.000+08:00

3 days in ROMA......

yes.... alot of happenings when the set of SQ 340 arrived in ROMA... heheheh... at first , upon arrival in ROME, 1 of the captain's cargo bag did not arrive at the airport of ROME, together with my IFS wife's cargo bag... both bags were en route to another destination.... LONDON!!! both were in dismay but nothing could be done but to wait for the bags arrival to ROME from another foreign airlines...

but, all was good as all the other crews "donated" their clothings to the "MRS IFS".... oh yeah, i forgot to mention that my chief steward also brought his family for the trip too..!

1st day: we check-in in the morning & planned our itinerary to start in the evening... so less sleep for us!!! we had our 'early' dinner at the terminal station after we had bought our tickets to go to FLORENCE for the next day....oooohhh.... i juz cant simply wait to go to FLORENCE to check out the leaning tower of PISA & also the factory outlets there... heard sooo many things regarding the factory outlets....!!! after dinner, we went on to go to (im not too sure wats its called...) a building which presents ITALY or something like that...( peeps, u can check out the pics, then u'll understand wat im talking about..)

building of....

we took some photos there & then proceed to the trevi fountain where alot of ppl make their wish there! ( nways,both me & jessey did not join the rest coz we were busy checking out the BIRKENSTOCK sandals. hehehe..!) both me & jessey met up with the rest of the gang at the SPANISH STEPS where we took another round of photos..

spanish steps

we arrived back at the hotel quite late, ard... 12.30 midnite i think! well, tomorrow is another day...

2nd day: woke up early at 5.30am( in singapore: 11.30am) to prepare for the outing that was planned by my team girl,yiki. shes been to ROME alot of time, so she knows the ropes there! meet the rest at the lobby at 6.30am... every1 was grouchy & cranky, but was looking forward to the whole day event outing...

we took a 4hrs train ride to FLORENCE, so as to visit the leaning tower of PISA. there were damn loads of tourists there! from japanese to the china-chinese to the americans & to the other parts of the Europeans, all was there!! i was so shock to see the number of tourists there! there were this 1 group of japanese where all of them was lined up in 1 single file & they were running from 1 point to the other point! like sch. kids!! nways, the rest went up straight to the factory outlet, leaving alan, me, jessey,ruby,jessie & william to continue to serenade the tower of PISA.......!!!!

but after that, the 7 of us went to the shopping area of FLORENCE looking for GUCCIs, PRADAs & LVs!!! well, both me & ruby bought a few bags( stuffs there was $300 to $500 cheaper than in singapore! i dun believe it!!!!) we also went to visit the statue of DAVID & the MEDUSA...

GUCCI models!!

both me & jessey then decided to take a photo(2 photos in the end...) with the polizia from the CABARINEIRI(its their police force there...). from there, the 7 of us took the 4hrs train ride back to the hotel... wat a FUN day!( FUN meaning to be able to buy GUCCI bags!! klahklah!!!) we reach the hotel exactly at 12 midnite...

3rd day: woke up at 10am & that wasnt really enough of a sleep for every1! itinerary for todaywas to only to take up half of the day..... that is to visit the VATICAN CITY. do u peeps know that the VATICAN CITY does not belong to ITALY or any other country?!! it belongs to itself only! if u do not know WHAT ABOUTS of the VATICAN CITY, its a so called the smallest ountry in the world occupied by the nuns,priests,priestess & THE POPE! yeah! that's where the POPE is putting up... u know where it came in the tv of the new pope...??! every1 went into the church to mesmerised the insides of the church & also the paintings of LEONARDO DA VINCI. not to forget the murals & the stained glass of the church. whereas, me,alan,yiki & jessey went to have our lunch outside the city... after the city, both alan & ruby decided to visit the COLOSSEUM, where long before our time, the gladiators were there to wrestle & to kill... while the rest of us decided to continue our SHOPPING back in the city of ROMA...

I admit that i really do enjoy the trip, despite being deprive of my sleep..... but hte best part of the whole trip was that every1 was there to make it happen! no one was missed out of the trip & all of us had good memories together....! CHEERS TO EVERYONE!

fresh new look....

2005-08-29T06:27:00.000+08:00

FRESH NEW LOOK......

to start off, i welcome all of you to my new blog... that is i've only change the outlook of the skin but everything as in the contents to the blog is still the same...

i wanna give the blogspot a so-called "new face" as i think this time it will look more appealing than the previous skin.... so plz, do come by.... cheers!!!

yawn

2005-08-25T08:26:00.000+08:00

haiz.....!!! awww.... im feeling sooo sleepy now due to da fact tat im still havin jet-lag after a flt from Christchurch...

sent awin to da airport tis morning.. tat monkey... he was like sooo excited! well, org tu 1st time naik aircraft so, was ver yexcited lah!

his gurlfren n his 'bez fren' sent him off too... wah! macam dia nak gi haji gitu! oohh, yeah! i forgot to mention that he went for a holiday to Bangkok wif his hommies... 1st time gi negeri org... s in like kena take da plane lah! kalau johor or kl tu, lain lah....

nway, now i wanna take a nap... zzzzZZZzzzZZZz

on da 19 of aug me & yan went to....

2005-08-21T05:31:00.000+08:00

hey ya! well, as wat is written as the title, both me & yan decided to go to sentosa where we spent da whole morning tanning, swimming (challengin each other silly, actually....) & yan did a new thing, which he told me before that he will never ever do in his whole life..! well, he learned how to.... skimmed???!! yes folks.... that is wat he did.... no doubt bout it... read all about it!!

it was soooo.. funny to see him tryin soo hard on something that he once told me that he will never do! even if it was the laz activity in the world that he had not done. so, yes.. he went back on his own word.. well, it started when we were taking photo of each other when he spottted some 15 yr old kids skimming at the shore of the sentosa sea.. he decided to approached them, but that is to juz to loan the skim board to pose with it. well..., another thing led to another..., and to mine & everyone surprise.... there he was... my one & only dear boyfren..., by the shore... chasing after the waves & the white washes of the sentosa beach.. i felt like, err...well, its like the feelings of a parent to a child where their child did something "remarkable" the very first time... YEAH RITE!!!

nway, im sooo glad that yan allows me to drive all the way from woodlands to sentosa & back, from town to woodlands.. i didnt mention sentosa to town coz yan decided to drive, due to the lack of space on the road IN sentosa...

we went out nearly the whole day as we hardly see each other nowadays due to my working schedules. but i feel this is better, as we could bottled up all our misses & kisses for each other for the next meeting... but the taxing thing is we gotta so-called 'separate' from each other for a long period of time.. but... WE LOVE IT!!! cheers baby!! i dedicate the 19 august '05 to you honey bunny!!

yeah,yeah, licence dah dtg..... hehehe!!!

2005-08-19T08:30:00.000+08:00

well, juz reach back home this morning from a bombay flt n surprisingly......, mum called me & said 'iza, there's mail for you....' and yesh!! i was soo happy & thrilled to receive MY LICENCE!!!!

well, what i can say to those who is going for da licence, GOOD LUCK!!!!!

CAN U SPOT DA SIMILARITIES???!!

2005-08-16T03:39:00.000+08:00

i was browsin tru all da pics in my pc, when i stumbled upon this picture of my younger sis. cant imagine that she is actually a splitting image of me!

SHIMA OR ELIZA???!!

hello once again...

2005-08-16T02:22:00.000+08:00

wazzupp.... peeps, haven't been writing for quite some time due to being busy wif work n everything else that is revolving around me... everything else includes people, things & situations....

im juz too caught up wif things that i even forgot to take care of my own health... nway, i do not really have alot to say, maybe coz im excited bout the arrival of my new car... cheers!!!

P/S: oh yeah, of all da things, i forgot to tell u guys that our hse were 'visited' by a 'VISITOR'
last nite! Talkin bout makes my hair stands... Oh...,wait.. wat??!! U peeps tot that da 'visitor' is something ghostly???!! Nah... but its a RAT!! yeah man, imagine... me n my younger sis were playing games on our PC when suddenly my sis 'tot' she saw 'something black' was making its way in da hse... but she didnt really tell me.. but, when i sawTHAT 'something black' was making its way out, i shouted, "TIKUS,TIKUS,TIKUS!!!!!!!" All of us( my sis,me & my bro) jumped up on our sofa! (*yeah,yeah, my bro DID jumped up on da sofa.... surprisingly?? hmmm...)

nway, it was all over within a few seconds but i will always remember da looks on my siblings... klahklahklah...!!!! that really FREAK ME OUT!

my dream cars!!!!

2005-08-09T02:36:00.000+08:00

AAAARRGGGHHHHH!!!!

2005-08-09T02:19:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!!!! at long last!!!!!!!!!!! yes, im proud to say tat im now a QUALIFIED DRIVER!!! aaarrrhggghh!! im sooooo happy tat no words can describe how im feelin now!!! now i feel like singin da NATIONAL ANTHEM!!! or mayb another song but im not quite sure wats da title is. here how it goes:

singapura,oh singapura,

sunny island sets in the sea,

singapura,oh singapura

pretty flowers bloom for u & me...

im sooo happy!!!! cheers!! :D

i lurve.... JOHNNY DEPP!!!

2005-08-06T13:10:00.000+08:00

AAARGHHH!!!!! i simply lurve johnny depp... he is soo handsome, muscular, so suave n if u were to hear his voice... ahhhh.... im droolin now!!!! juz cant get enough of him! he has this
'bad-boy' look that i really like n he has very sharp features... parts of his face tat i like is his jaw-line.. idunno... i juz lurve it!!!

tsk,tsk im not feelin well...

2005-08-06T12:24:00.000+08:00

aiyoh.. been feelin unwell for this past few days due to havin URTI (tats wat da doctor says when i went to see him yesterday...) well its longer terms are: Upper Respiratory Throat Infection. da doctor says tat it is like da symptoms of flu... woah... tat sounds scary... i mean i can afford to get sick. coz if i were to get sick, i would have to take MC from my work n, abis, no allowance... not only tat! i will also get demerit points if da illness doesn't sounds tooo... serious for an MC.

merepek kan!!! ppl are sick but we are forced to work so tat we wont get demerit points!!! n its sickenin u noe! some crew even report for work even when they have flu or fever! juz bcoz of da above mention reasons....

nway, me n yan watched da show CHARLIE & DA CHOCOLATE FACTORY... well, da show was.... hmmmm... ok let me give u peeps a rate... 6 out of 10..

it was not too bad, but there's not enough, how shud i say.... humor,comedy,jokes... sumtin like tat... its colourful n deliciously to look at but its juz not funny enough... mayb for da kids its ok coz they dun really understand.... but its worthwhile to watch for those who has read da book ( those who wanna 'read' da book while lookin at da animation).

for me, i read da book when i was still in my primary school years.. n i really wanna watch da( juz to satisfy myself... hehehehe!!) but, overall, oklah!

scenes from CHARLIE & THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY

9 more days to da big day!!!

2005-08-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

anxiety,nervy n excitement is killing me now...!!! every single day is killing me! but i juz cant wait for da day to come....!!!!! lalalala!!!! cheers!!!

CAR,CAR,CAR!!!!

2005-07-26T05:28:00.000+08:00

yes! i juz simply cant wait for me to drive on da road!!!! lalalalal!!! hehe...! n im oready booked by my 1st passenger, tat is.... drums rolling plz..... mr sofiyan! yup. my mom booked me too... n soon i'll be driving my black car ( i cant disclose wat car yet, coz yan wont allow me to).

yes b...i'll definitely put a soccer ball cushion for ya to lay back behind s i drive all da way back from town to tampines, after every clubbin nites...

n dear, i'll definitely gonna stick to my plans bout da boot of da car... shoes! glorious shoes! im gonna make a shoe racks in my boot so tat i can always change my shoes no matter whereva i am.. n yesh b, ur soccer boots can be left there too..

i juz cant wait! n mayb zahir, u can drive me around now since u juz got ur licence from da army.. rent a car or sumtin, n i'll organise an outing!

like da song from vanessa carlton,1000 miles, im gonna sing my way while driving away....

"Making my way down town

Walking fast

Faces passed

n im home bound...

Staring blankly ahead

juz makin my way

Making my way

tru da crowd..."

its ok,its alrite...

2005-07-25T04:57:00.000+08:00

hey ya....., i recollect myself from my previous experience n now i told myself never to trust someone sooo much, no doubt be it ur frenz or worse, ur own family. well, some of you may not agree wif wat im sayin but i learnt my lesson tru da hard way...

try being lied by someone whom u really trust, treats them like ur own siblings n respect 'em.. i mean those who dun understand wont be able to until u urself get burnt...

i tell u, it hurts... it really does... n to think tat after u told tat someone bout it n they juz simply dun care bout it! they dun even bother to give u a call n try to REALLY se da records straight! n worst of all is tat, they dun even bother to say, "IM SORRY".... not for wat tau but for makin me worry for 'em n hurting my feelings...

mayb to 'em, mayb im juz someone who is juz there for 'em when they wanna go club or go out wif... like spare tyre... i feel so useless... n yet im blamin myself for everything tat happened...

to tat someone, if u're readin tis, i forgave u... i really do..

hampa!!!! sedih!!!

2005-07-21T15:41:00.000+08:00

have u ever been disappointed before???!!! well, i have! n it sucks! n now let me tell u sumtin, a testimonial to da person who made me disappoint, GO TO HELL!!! yeah, go to helll!!!!!!!!!!!! u god-dammit! u unworthy human bein!

if u peeps are readin tis, u'll definitely understand how i am feelin.... tat is, if u ever been hurt.... i juz cant continue this... im too hurt to blog...

stress tonggek!!!

2005-07-20T09:44:00.000+08:00

juz came back from london but wif a confuse, worried mind....

help.... ahhh... help.... im on the verge of going crazy.... for the month of august, alot of ppl definite cant wait to celebrate the day of their country's b-day but for me, i do not want that day to come.... coz, before that day, im havin my final prac (yeah,yeah, once again....) n i have alot of things to think about, make alot of adjustment n yeah, for my case... money to think bout....

wat i meant by money is that, no... im in a tight situation where im in need of money, bcoz of my final prac, i gotta give away my VERY,VERY GOOD FLIGHT away for off days on the 8aug... im sooo sad... i mean, kalau insyallah i pass, like oh my god! i'll be like happy to the moon but most of all, that small 'lil licence card cost up to $1,500! u muz be wonderin y, but wat i mean is that the flight allowance that i gave away, is the amount stated n wat i get in return cannot be accumulated n get the same amount... ooohhh... i myself cant put it words n sentence now....

oh, i have another dilema, that is, from 1jul til today, i cannot get any slots, at all, from the driving ctr to do my revisions! imagine me havin alot of stuff to think about n im petrified man! i juz feel like goin down to the carpark n steal 1 car, juz to revise!!!!!!

arghhh!!! aku stress! lama2 nanti rambut aku jadi botak!!!!

oh forgot to tell ya... london???! happening lah deh!! sale macam nak gila! summer sale katanya....! at least sumtin good for me happen in overseas.....! cheers!!!

alahai...!!!

2005-07-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

yeah... alahai.. im stuck at home for nearly 3 days oready thanks to the FLU that infected me while doing my bombay flt... fortunately, i had 2 off days after the bombay or else im supposed to get an MC for it! my whole body is like freakin weak n tomorrow im doing a jakarta turn, despite of still bein unfit for work...! supposed to go to my fren's bday party at Aranda country club but... being sick... i decided not to go...( n not to infect the rest of the guest with my ailments....)

well, i feel abit better today but still weak ( its like as if this illness drains the life out of me...) ok... that's all! Cheers!!

something for sofiyan....

2005-07-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it
You're a dream coming true
I can't believe it
HOw I have fallen for you

And I was not lookin
was content to remain
And its ironic to be back in the game

You're the one
Whose led me to the sun
HOw could i know
and I was lost without you

And I wanna tell u
You control my brain
And you should know that you're life in my faith

You're the one
Whose led me to the sun
How could I know
And i was lost without you

I can't believe it
YOu're a dream coming true
I can't believe how
I've fallen for you

And I was not lookin
was content to remain
And its ironic to be back in the game

monday blues??? nah...!!!!

2005-07-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

called some of my frenz earlier in the day, coz i felt bored n really need to get out of the house before i go crazy but.... eventually all of them are busy flying all around the world... n i was thinking, damn im gonna be stuck in the house for the freakin whole day... monday, u really bore me! but!! eventually, my fren , mr zahir, msg me bout kumars nite... ( i did told him on sat that i wanna go to kumars on mon...)

nasib baik dia remind me or else, comfirm im dooomed!!! nways, we did meet up, together with my trusted side-kick, maya( miss tequila shot!!!), we went to HRC for kumar's laz nite there... he is transferring to some other place( where im not quite sure....) n everyone seems 'sad' when he mention that...

but the most memorable thing that he said was, "of all the race who has been loyal to me is mostly the MALAYS". alamak, touchin seh...!!! but he was like really funny!! n he really couldn't stop gropping his crotch!!!

oh yeah! so coincidental for me is that, i met alot of cabin crew there! 1 turn to the left, i saw em' n another turn to the right, there again, i saw another 1! they keep poppin everytime i turn!!! n i also met up with alot of my old frenz, s in ex-sch mates, ex-colleagues n etc. For me HRC became like a meetin 'port' for me! i met up with my old bez - fren from my old work place, orchard hotel, nanie! she still looks fantastic even after givin birth to a cutie pie girl! amazing huh! hehehe!

laz nite was really THE NITE that i enjoyed!!! oh, n i forgot to say that, unfortunately, my bf, yan, did not join us... dia kena keje lah... but soooo sad.... that laz nite was the laz nite kumars gonna do his act... =..<

wish u all da bez kumar! cheers!!

saturday???!! boring.....!!!

2005-07-03T14:34:00.000+08:00

im in no mood today!!

2005-07-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

im beat......

2005-06-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

woah...! im like terribly beat, hungry n a lil bit happy... well, beat due to the flt time from dubai to singapore, hungry bcoz i didn't really eat when i was onboard n happy coz my darling boyfren decided to meet me! i mean despite both he n i juz finished our work, we agreed to meet each other... i mean of course we are tired, but maybe its bcoz both of us missed each other sooo much that despite being tired, kita still wanna meet up! surprisingly kan!

nway, istanbul is a beautiful place but too bad for me is that i never did really went out to explore the country. but never mind, there will always be another time for me.... i shall go n change flts to go to istanbul, but a longer stay lah!

oh yeah! nway, we celebrated Alan's birthday( he is my team leading steward) when we arrived in dubai. it was actually an advanced birthday celebration (which i dun really noe why it is an 'advance'????) n alan was really surprise to see that we made an effort to order him dinner n also a birthday cake for him (imagine, we juz touch down n we straight away order everythin at a last minute!)

well, he really appreciated it was really happy!

also, we took some pictures onboard... now u peeps can view me in my uniform

(in my tired look....=< ) will upload the pics soon.. now im gonna dozed off for a few winks now. zzzzZZZZzzz.....

testimonial from ISTANBUL

2005-06-26T06:42:00.000+08:00

aite peeps, now im in da land of the middle east, ISTANBUL. weather forecast down here.... hmmm... looks fine but damn chilly man....! nways, its a great day to go out for a sight-seeing but due to not havin enough time down her i kinda skipped da tour...

im suppose, like, to be sleeping rite now but instead i went out wit my 2 team girls, yanti n ruby, to da walking street in ISTANBUL. after tat, we went to da crew room to chat up bout almost everythin from work, privilleges, boys n etc.

well, we had fun n so far, these two girls are like my buddies in da team. we joke alot together, had fun while workin together.... but most important of all, we enjoy each other company's!

well, now im like chattin up wit my younger sista n my fren... satu dilema n lagi satu, kepo-chi! nways, cheers!

wazzupp, wazzupp...

2005-06-23T10:09:00.000+08:00

holla,holla.... peeepsss... ok, alot of things has happened to me.. there are upsn also down too... but im only telling my ups... so here i go..!!!

ok, sumtin sweet from yan is that after 6yrs of dating, he is willing to chg his handphone from siemens to nokia 3230, exactly like mine!!! so happy, at least there's sumtin bout us that are 'the same'....

will update the pic in the blog soon....

n recently, should i say that yesterday, both me n yan were chilling at ngee an city where suddenly, this girl came up to us askin, 'hi are u free?" i was about to say "no, we are not" coz i tot she was gonna ask me bout some silly survey...

instead, she ask me," hi im from LE SALON in ngee an city n im searching for a model to do some hairstyling. do u mind if u were to help me out n become my model?" well, it came to me as a shock . but da next voice i heard was,"ok, she can!" it was a male voice n i was like,"who da f*&% was that?!" but it was actually yan yg gave out 'my decision'.

so.... ok lor... i followed her n she did my hair while yan sitting beside me, watchin me being 'used'... will update the pic for this too coz yan took some photos of me.... there will also be photos of the outcome of the hairstyling, kembang rambut combi... hahaha!

cheers!

ooopsss..!

2005-06-19T02:59:00.000+08:00

oh yeah...! forgot to add in... on thursday i went to the sentosa juz to tann n while i was there, there were this group of 'idiots' skimming on my side of the beach... kau... geram siak... im mean, the 'beach' where i often go to is always so quiet n sometimes not even a soul is there. except for those who go tannin only lah... i ain't gonna disclose where this beach is coz i dun want ppl goin there n SKIM or watever the hell they do with that stupid board.... nak centre myself pun susah...

some more they are very noisy tau... i mean u go to the shoreline, wait for a itsy bitsy wave to come by, then u 'surf' that small,itsy bitsy wave! buang masa kan! then they wait like, for 20 to 30 mins for another wave to come by... aiyoh....!

lalalalalalala......

2005-06-19T02:18:00.000+08:00

hahaha.... u peeps muz be wondering why da title for this blog is as above.... saja aje... heheheh! nway below is a pic of my baby's bike. actually, before he bought the bike, he was a 'lil hesistant coz he felt that da bike was a 'lil too big for him.... but.. after being 'persuaded' by me, eventually, he bought it! n til today, he has never regret buying that bike! cheers!

yan n me proud owners of the XR400...

its ok, its alrite...

2005-06-16T13:21:00.000+08:00

im still recovering from the trauma of failing my TP test... but after a talk from my fixed instructor, im ok. coz when i went to checked on where i go wrong, its all about safety checks! SAFETY CHECKS!(zahir read this!) geram nya hati... eliza, never mind, centre urself... steady n relax babe... theres always another try...

haizzzz... dah nasib...

2005-06-14T11:46:00.000+08:00

malang, sungguh malang.... well, u must b wondering what the *tut* im talking about... sadly to say... i failed my final pras test....

actually, im glad that yan was there this morning(hmm...he's always there...). i think if he wasn't there, i dun noe who i will run to juz now... like abg brian n akak delta sang 'ALMOST THERE'... but really, i was grateful n appreciative of him. i mean for what if u are a gf/bf but u are never there for your partner.. correct anot?!

not only his presence comfort me, but his wisdom words comforts me, big time! i felt like giving up but he persuade me not to n says that its abit too late to give up now since im "almost there"...

honey bunny, thanx a million baby! without u i think i've given up hope! so siti, if u reading this, bilang maffiz to company u for ur test. pass or not, both of u should share the glory together! cheers!

aaarghhhh.. im so bloody anxious!!!!

2005-06-13T15:03:00.000+08:00

takut ada, ghairah ada, semangat berkobar-kobar ada, tak sabar pun ada..... alahai... i juz cant wait til its over, but with gd results lah! i juz cant wait to say 'I PASS!' to all the human being that i noe....

im very happy to say that im very prepared for this test... but i cant really talk big yet... takut2 its the opposite... ( i hope not... plz....)

well laz nite me n my family went to a family pit organised my cuzin, kak ana( short for suzana). its was fun to do this kind of activity once in awhile coz well, we should understand that nowadays, alot of ppl are too caught up with work to care bout family. they only noe that if they work, then money will flow tru. if not, abis, jia lat! i really appreciate of what my cuzin did, even though despite only 4 1/2 family turn up( 1/2 is for my 2 cuzins who came without their parents...)

we got no games to play with, so.... all of us played taiti to kill time. even my uncle joined in! surprisingly! will update the pics soon... tadah!!

what a THURSDAY!!!!!!

2005-06-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

of all my thursday..... today is like, ok lah, the funkiest of all. well, after soooo long... at least today i managed to spent the whole afternoon with maya, my cuzin. we were supposed to meet my other cuzin,ifah, but she was like out with her frenz the whole afternoon, so we decided not to disturb her outing lah.

both me n maya went 'sudden' shoppin for clothes. maya wanted to buy a top for her 18th b-day this saturday, so we went to FOREVER 21 in orchard. we spent like almost, errrrr...... 1.30hr juz to find a top for that 'lil choosy makcik. but eventually, we were able to find one that suits her the most. what a relief!!!

then we went on chatting bout our 'boring' lives at the burger king where, ZAHIR (hehehe... this time i didn't forget ur name..) who is maya's fren, came n hook up with us, after his long 'exciting' day at work.

chat n chat n chat..... until ifah had to call zahir to meet her n her frens at paragorn. well, as for me.... i went back home straight to rest.... i rate today, 8 out of 10!

back from adelaide....

2005-06-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

tiring day for me.... touch down from the aircraft, went back straight home.... then..... i have to hurried myself all the way to teck whye lane juz to celebrate my parents wedding anniversary... aite.... i mean its bad of me to complaint but i was like freaking tired tau.. kaki macam nak putus like that!

then my cuzins decided to sleep over my hse coz we went for awhile to BILAL at yishun... not too bad coz we rarely meet up n spends time together... i mean the three of us are really close but its only me who is FOREVER busy to meet up with them....

nways, im gonna go n enjoy my sleep now..... zzzzzzzZZZZzZZZZ

testimonial from adelaide....

2005-06-07T07:20:00.000+08:00

yo! wazzup..... im in adelaide,australia now. things down here are not really that interesting actually... well, putting up the Hilton hotel, where all the stores n shopping malls are located. actually i've juz returned from the shopping mall n shockingly, i didn't even buy a single thing from the mall!

i juz bought some drystores from the supermarket, COLES, then proceed to having my early dinner with my fren, rachel. stuffs are expensive down here, no doubt they put up boards n posters saying 'SALE'. the cheapers item that i saw was like a worn-out lookin pants. n it seems ugly ok....

time is in adelaide time: GMT+ 9 1/2

im so happy!!!!

2005-06-04T16:55:00.000+08:00

im like soooooo happy today! well of course! its becoz yan apologises to me, take me out to dinner at FISH &CO n had a long chat bout what had happened n not wishing that it will ever happen again.... yan was really serious bout it actually, coz we decided to go our separate ways after the big fight... n i, eventually return the diamond ring back to yan... so during dinner, both of us apologise towards each other....

yan over looking the live-band...

then, yan, out of the blue, put on the 'only' ring back to my finger n told me never ever to remove it again as he promised to try not to do or make anything that will make me decide to remove the ring ever again.. well, i was in the wrong too. so both of us made a pact, kissed n make up. soooo romantic.....!

oh yeah....! actually, after having our 'romantic' dinner, we went to AMARA HOTEL to meet fazrul... that is, only to take tickets to tomorrow game, singapore vs malaysia. fazrul is playing tomorrow n so decided to give yan two extra tickets.... that is juz soooo sweet of him! thank fazrul!!

moral for today:
well, if u do good to others, others will do the same back at you! no doubts about it! peace out!

da worst day of my life....

2005-06-01T12:50:00.000+08:00

aaaahhhhh.... boring, boring..... because of one person, im like bloody pissed off up til now.. since afternoon up til now im very angry n 'that' personn juz simply dun bother to explain himself or apologise to me..

yes, i agreed that in situation, not only person is in fault but both of them are. i tried to apologise but 'that' some one juz dun bother wanna talk to me. well, fine! it really is fine with me coz' i will not bother bout it either!

anyway, i did went out,eventually, wif my cuzins. its like 6 of us met up at orchard's far east plaza. they are, sharifah n her boyfren, maya n her boyfren, me n one of maya's fren. it was really therapeutic for me coz at least instead of juz staying at home feeling miserable, i went out, get some fresh air n able to talk to ppl of my age. i really did 'CENTRE'..... myself....

i actually enjoyed talking to maya's fren( eventhough i didn't really catch his name...) but he is a joker. i prefer talking to ppl like him, jokes ard n can entertain his fren. not like those who juz sits there n watch ur face til u get like really bored with him!

im still struggling now eventhough i keep telling myself not to bother bout 'that' some one....

today's achievement is.......

2005-05-31T08:08:00.000+08:00

ok, me n my lovely younger sister has been tryin to achieve sumtins today.... that is to input a photo into my blog n put a song! alas! is abit complicated to really explain it in a sentence but i dun care as long as i've it!!! that is im able to input it... aiyah... i seems to be abit long winded lah...

forget bout talkin! i shall try to input it now! ENJOY!!!!

2005-05-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

ceLEBraTiN aT chINa Black

driving prac?! ahaizzzz...!!!!

2005-05-30T14:50:00.000+08:00

im always lookin forward to doing my driving practicals but recently im juz too tired to go... i really gotta buck babe! final practicals are juz ard the corner, gotta do some revisions on my driving skills man...!

whenever i think bout my driving pracs, i always 'dream' of owning a car to drive... isn't it a wonderful thing to own? i mean u can use it anytime u want, go out anytime u want ( i know for me, i can definitely do that coz eventually when i pass, im gonna buy one straight away n nobody can reprimand me bout it!), juz do whatever u want to!

after thinking bout it, now it make me feel so eager to do my pracs... maybe i should write like this more often so as to give myself some moral support! now i cant for tomorrow to do my prac revision...

what is love?!!

2005-05-29T14:35:00.000+08:00

what is love? hmm.... what REALLY is love? i myself do not know what does it really mean... well, from what i know, in a relationship, love is not really enough.... u have to have security,safety n sense of concern in one another...

when i think back, like what i mean is that whenever im quarelling wif yan, I always say to myself that it's over coz whenver we quarrels, its like a tsunami juz hits bandar acceh!

when we are fighting, eh eh... teruk lah babe... i myself naik seram jdi nya... from both of us talkin softly, boleh terpekik siak dua-dua! anyway, i once watch tis show n in that show there was a father advicing his son, who wanted to divorce his wife after 1 week of marriage. what the father was sayin to his son made me realise ssumtin... the father says that, in a relationship, u CAN only see the good times that both u n ur partner have together. that is what he meant that u took photos when u are havin good times together. but when u are quarrellin, u are unable to c that.

so what the father was really tryin to say is that, u see gd times, u can improvise on it n can keep it as either memories or a lesson. but the bad times, u juz simply quarrel on it then wanna forget bout it in the quickest n simplest way of all. when u have got rid of all that, then u'll start to regret it n was wishin that u had done sumtin to prevent where u are now.

truthfully speakin, i've been in that situation before n found out how mucch i reaaly love n need that other person, right after i got rid of him. n i feel stupid after that. but we got back together as i found out that we really need each other alot. i need yan 4 support, security,warmth n a shoulder to cry on. whereas, yan (from what i can see)he needs me 4 support, ideas, kasih sayang that he can never get from his family n also to help him sort his life.(hahaha... that's a joke!)

but really, if u wanna know whether both u n ur partner are really made for each other, u juz see why does he/she needs u? if it is juz for status or lust, then both of u are not made for each other then!

me,myself n I....

2005-05-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

ok... since i do not have much to say, y dun i do this....

ABOUT ME, MYSELF N I!

people call me by: elizawati,eliza, B (sofiyan)

the date that my parents was proud of: 13 October 1984

the fortunate hospital which puts me up for the 1st day of my life: Alexandra Hospital

the place where i go to work to: Airport

the company i belongs to: SIA

the colour which fascinates me most is: pink,green,red, blue, purple

the person that loves me soo much is: my mumz!

where im putting up now: woodlands st 41 blk 410

the place where i would love to put up at: Orchard Rd

country/states/island which i love to visit: HAWAII

country/states/island which i always returns to: BALI n MALDIVES

brands which sponsors me from head to toe:MANGO, ZARA, GIORDANO, H&M (brand from europe)

things i splurge my money on most: shoes, clothes, bags, bikinis

dreams which i had accomplished: becoming a flight stewardess, taking my licence, owning a LV n PRADA bag

dreams which i had not accomplish: get married, have 3childrens, owning a condo

dreams that are soon to be accomplish: to hold my licence, to drive n own my own car

favourite nail colour: imperial burgundy by L'OREAL, raisin rage by REVLON, nudy nude by ESPRIT

part of myself which i fascinates the most: my eyes

part of myself which i don't fascinates the most: my legs

that some one who loves me is: mohd sofiyan bin abd. hamid

what he is currently doing: playing soccer for BALESTIER KHALSA FC, currently studying at BISHAN ITE

the second person who loves me to death is: honey bunny (yan)

what i dislikes most about others:arrogant, zappy, hypocrite

what i like most about others: friendly, approachable, cute

things that makes me happy: wind chimes, diamonds, white golds, flying

things that makes me un-happy: silvers, dirt, smelly body odours, liars

thats all peeps! ;p

to noe more bout me, plz go to eldaelyanti.blogspot.com!

NERVOUS,SCARED,STRESS....!!!!

2005-05-21T04:50:00.000+08:00

countin down da days to 13june is makin me stress! apa tak! tat fortunate date, im gonna take my final drivin test... macam gabra pun ada seh... oooohhhh.... i hope i can pass tis test.... i've never failed any test b4 n 'if' i were to fail tis, i would not noe on how to handle failure! i hope i can really,really,really pass tis test!

hmmmm..... i also cant wait to do my very 1st DUBAI-ISTANBUL ON 23JUNE! i really wanna go there n see da BLUE MOSQUE in ISTANBUL. actually im only eager to go to ISTANBUL coz tis is my 1st time. DUBAI is a no stranger place to me coz i've been there like how freakin times but i LURVE DUBAI coz i love to shop there n also i love to buy,tailor my baju kurung there... actually, all my malay baju kurung for laz yr is from DUBAI! tis yr is no exeption too....

tis is one of da benefits tat crews get for flyin. we get to make our baju from all da way from DUBAI. org gila mana lah nak gi buat baju jauh2 gitu...

***p/s: peeps, pics cannot be updated lah... i do not have da chance to sent my pc for repair due to being bz flyin... kena fly xtra hard coz i nak beli kereta lah.... kkuah,kkuah,kkuah....!

happy birthday to ya!!!!!

2005-05-16T09:30:00.000+08:00

ok, laz nite was ISA's b-day n we are celebratin his b-day at CHINA BLACK ! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray! tapi all da booze is sponsored by isa himself lah! dia nak belanja kita smua, mungkin he felt tat we have been helpin him alot all tru.... NAH.....!!!! klahklahklahklah.....

anyway we had a BLAST laz nite! we drank like nobody freakin care n we really drank alot siak! sampai kan farid jadi 'high' lah! anyway, pics of our outing will be out eventually but u peeps gotta wait for it!

kau......sakit aje hati....!!!

2005-05-16T09:21:00.000+08:00

geram siak hati!!! ok i dun noe whether u peeps get to read my previous blogs but i once say tat my home PC was down. well, now, sadly, my freakin laptop juz broke down too...!!! actually, it does not really broke down but due to a stupid virus, abis, mati, kadam computer aku....!

anyway, i came back from my 1 week of MC n startin work soon tomoro. aaaarghh... well, when u have rested like a week, not workin, u'll become like freaking lazy to start work again...

well, today is da 15 of may where da yus family is celebrating da birthday of aminuddin, mohd nezam n nor haidah. all three were born in da mth of may...

well, guys, enjoy ur celebration! CHEERS!!!

guess who's back, back again....

2005-05-06T08:05:00.000+08:00

yellow!!!! im back from paris.... alah, woke up from my beauty sleep n found out tat its raining.... ahhhhh.... feel like continuing my sleep but hey, if i were to sleep, i cant sleep well tonite but never mind, i shall proceed wif updatin my blog..

ok my beautiful lap top, lets do some magic!

im suppose to meet yan later but due to da rain might be postpone but since yan says tat he missed me so i think i shall meet him later... owwww...... tat is juz so sweet honey bunny....!

well, yan passed his class 2A licence on da 3 may 2005... im sorry honey bunny tat i wasn't there for u when u need me... but im so proud of u darling! i cant wait to ride on ur new bike...! nti kita jadi xtreme riders eh honey bunny! hehehe!

balak yan dah lepas, soon my turn to do my TP(final practical test). im like so freakin nervous whenever i think bout it... yan says tat i can do it since he saw me drove before( i drove illegally,tat is....) but tis is different coz im gonna face an old guy who's gonna observe me drive... duh! tu yang leceh tu...! feelin like someone breathing down my neck! argghhhh!

but wif yan being there for me n he giving me his fullest support, honey, im gonna do my very best honey! tapi guide me along when we are driving ILLEGALLY again in a few days time.... hehehehe.....!

if passed, both me n yan plans to buy our ideal car,da HYUNDAI MATRIX! i juz cant wait to drive n own a car!!!! woah!!

testimonial from PARIS....

2005-05-04T13:18:00.000+08:00

woah.... wat a fine weather here in PARIS... its a lil bit chilly but hey! im in paris tau...

well, im doin a flt wif zohn,my ex team boy, n i found out tat tis is his laz flt. he resigning da airlines n joinin a french make-up company called da GUERLAIN. im sure u peeps muz have heard of tis company before...

anyway, my new team gave him a treat to lunch n all of us congratulate to him... tapi dlm diam2,all of them asked me whether zohn is gay anot! i was so surprised of tis question n answered tat doesn't mean he's a make-up artist, means tat he is gay!

well, they get da point n back off after tat...

anyway, i got lots of pics to be put inside my blog but due to my busy schedule n my home PC had broken down, ada sikit leceh lah.... now im using da only lap top tat i have now... thank u sooo much my one n only lap top.....!

time now is paris time( 6hrs behind sin time)

testimonial from auckland,new zealand

2005-04-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

wazzup peeps! im now currently in auckland, new zealand wif my new team, 51P. well, to begin my IFS, Juay, treated us to a sumptous dinner at DING HOW'S, a chinese restaurant in auckland. its a very well known restaurant, to da cabin crew lah...

dun freak lah, i may b eatin in a chinese restaurant but im not eatin any pork meal coz my crew were considerate enuf not to order any meals wif pork. i truly appreciate thier considerations....

its nice fine weather here, but da only thing tat i dun like bout tis place is da GMT. due to being 4hrs ahead of singapore, i have troubles to sleep. leceh siak! im deprived of sleep whenever im here...

i've started to miss my baby mayb its bcoz b4 i did tis flt, we were quarrelin wif each other n have not yet met up to so-called 'kiss n make up'. nuttin mushy lah, but wat i mean by is tat to meet up n talked bout wat we have went wrong to have tis prob arise...

baby, if u are readin tis, plz say u love me in ur heart n im truly m sorry... im apologising tru da web u noe! love u honey bunny!

time is local time,new zealand(GMT +4)

da worst saturday ever!!!

2005-04-17T14:11:00.000+08:00

today is da worst day ever for me....

*tsk tsk tsk.... *sigh.. =..(

YeH yEh!!!!

2005-04-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

yeh yeh!!!! u muz b wondering y da hell am i so happy about??? well......, my new bed has juz arrived this afternoon! im so happy bcoz tonite will be da 1st nite im gonna sleep on MY BED after all this while sleepin on a mattress on da floor! eh, boring tau asyik every nite sleeps on da floor.... u'll get back prob. tau!

really cant wait to sleep on my new bed tmr mornin.... errr..... u muz be wondering y i say 'tmr mornin' rite.... coz.. im goin out later on lah. well, me wif some frenz of mine, are goin to CHINA BLACK tonite lah.. so.... c ya later my beautiful, soft, smells gd, comfy bed!

stREss...!!!! aaAARGhhh!

2005-04-15T08:00:00.001+08:00

here i am siting in my chair, tryin to revamp my blog n i've tried a lot of stuff but all it came out was ' extended characters', 'pic not in jpeg' n etc. aiyaaaah...! stress siak! i've ask ard some ppl but those ppl gave codes to my 'dear lil' sis' who always forgets to pass me those codes! my gosh! feel like stranglin her!

now, when i juz woke up, searchin for her batang hidung, dia sua hilang lari ke johor( not exactly lari lah, gi johor...)! nak call her members, i do not have their nums.

anyway,i've juz came back from amsterdam(tat is y i juz woke up, bukan malas tapi penat lah deh....)tis morning. shagge-doo lah! but actually da flt wasn't a full flt but instead very light load. maybe its bcoz of da light load tat makes me bored, boredom revolves into tiredness... well, tats juz my assumption but no joke babe, boring lah da flt.

im still tryin to figure out how to revamp my blogs... irah, naz if u gals r readin tis, plz... oh.... plz... help me out babes!

testimonial from amsterdam

2005-04-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

currently im in amsterdam, juz came back from da Tulip Garden wif da gurls... well, da garden was not bad but im not really a 'flower' person tapi boleh lah...! byk juga lah bunga2 over there tapi due to da cold, i dun really enjoy da trip tat much lah. standard lah, mana ni makcik tahan sejuk....

anyway, i took some pictures from da Tulip Garden. will update da pics once i return to singapore..... (time is local time,amsterdam time)

HAZE

2005-04-11T02:59:00.000+08:00

almost every day, wherever i go, be it in da train, on da street or even cab drivers are coughing n sneezing away. n they all will blame it or say ' wah weather getting teruk lah!' every time anyone mentions tat, i will like say to myself' yeah rite! blame it on da environment. u pollute it n now u blamin on it!' but after a few days based in singapore n attending courses( back in STC), now i felt da same like da rest of da citizens....

da coughin, da sneezin.... aaargh..! i felt weak almost every day da moment i woke up. lookin out da window, i can see how bad da haze is.... very da foggy u noe! my window overlooks a 'mini' forest actually,hehehe!

now every mornin, i gotta pop a pill of vitamin C ,E n etc. very da leceh lah!

assalam'mualaikum....

2005-04-05T11:55:00.000+08:00

haiz.... im so shagged from workin my butts off tis past few days. not only workin but been on a very bad terms wif yan lately....

ntah lah eh, dia ni cam sengaja nak sakit kan hati i. i may have make a mistake, but to err is human wat! i mean i juz accidentally spout words tat i shud not say but it juz came out! i;ve apologised but still he cant accept it, so i nagged!

lagi abang tak leh accept my naggin well, he got so frustrated tat he say'dah balik sudah!' tat is like da 2nd time he did tat! laz week was also da same! so fine! i balik but our argument got heated tat it became worst! i shall not mention 'wat' but eventually, well, yan if u are readin tis, u jolly well know wat went wrong bcoz of ur attitude!

im so tired darling... y cant u understand my life? plz be more sympathetic towards me honey bunny....

it's been quite sometime.....

2005-03-26T06:59:00.000+08:00

woah.... its been like how long since i laz updated my blog man.... anywayz! ok i haven really niform u peeps regarding da trip me n yan did ( our BALI trip lah i mean..) it was da best! 1st nite we went straight to da massage parlour at ROSE GARDEN SPA. its cheap down there coz, tat is a crew joint( where all crews go when we have BALI nite-stop) n i had crew discount. imagine from US$35 is discounted to US$15! byk nya kurang kan!

2nd day, we went to KUTA SQUARE to shop our surf brand stuff from clothes, slippers, bags etc. yg gerek nya is tat its only da 2 of us, so there is not much hassle lah.... anyway, tat day was yan's b-day, so wat i've plan for him is tat to bring him for dinner at THE SHARKEY'S RESTAURANT at Jimbaran to have seafood dinner. but wat he doesn't noe tat there is a hidden surprise lining up for him!

after we had our volumptious dinner, well tat's when da surprise came! 2 waiters came to our table, wif a BIG b-day cake n singing a b-day song, juz for sofiyan! bukan main terkejut yan jadi! i can see tat his eyes were all teary! well, i felt like crying too coz its such a happy event for me... tat is a well planned event went smoothly... but for him, its sumtin tat touches his heart in a instance( well, tats wat he says....)! well, wat i think was tat, he was touched!

3rd day, we continued our shoppin spree of da area. went to HRC in BALI... actually we made new frenz down there like a lady attendin to a RIP CURL shop. she told us where to club in BALI n gave us a book bout club names n whereabouts. decided to go on da 3rd nite, but decided not to since we gotta catch da early morning, 1st flt out of BALI.

we continued our day by goin to their WATER BOM PARK juz nearby our hotel. it was like singapore's FANTASY ISLAND but its juz tat it was bigger. had lots of fun there, since there were not alot of ppl goin.( juz like in singapore...) but really... we get to try everything there!

well, for u peeps who wanna go there n wants some tips bout da place, do e-mail me aite!

oh yeah! do see da pics tat were taken while we were there... Enjoy!

on the way to bali....

2005-03-18T07:38:00.000+08:00

wazzup peeps....! well, im here in the airport waiting for the gate to open for our boarding to BALI. while me n yan are waiting , so we decided that mayb we can stop by the internet corner( thats me) n the game corner(well, thats yan...)

goin to BALI is actually the plan to celebrate yan's 20th b-day. supposed to be a surprise trip, but due to the period of the days that we are goin, i HAVE to tell him... anyways, i'll get back to u peeps the moment i reached singapore. that is it will be on the 20/03/05... if i got the time to update.... dah....

it' been a long time since.....

2005-03-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

its been quite a while since i laz updated my blog. anywayz, past few days, whole Hairon family was facin a small dilema. its da case of a 'DA MISSING HP'. finally found out who is da culprit after a few days of 'investigations'. it was her fren who was da one who stole it.

it became a police matter after da school's OM decided not to take things in hand. da only prob. is tat da sch principal did not have any ideas regardin tis matter. tat makes me think so..... lowly of da sch. thank gosh tat im out of da sch, or else da girl who stole my sis stuff will not be spared not only by me, but also by my hommies!

***well, yan's b-day is comin!!!! its tis 18 marchn i cant wait to celebrate it! i guess his b-day tis yr is da grandest b-day he ever gonna get!

honey, if u're readin tis, be prepared on da 18 OF MARCH! Love ya!

PMS

2005-03-05T13:58:00.000+08:00

I FEEL FAT!

why talk behind others???!

2005-03-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

*yawn*..... im feelin a bit tired but,hmmm... ok lah. not TAT tired... anyway, as per standard, came back from flt. woah.... let me tell u, today's team flt was not like any of my other team flts. well, my team girls were not too happy wif each other. alot of gossips are involved n both me n Gerry are not too happy to hear bout it.

i always wonder, y do ppl like to tell on others... i felt tat its so mean to do tat, but 'da ppl' who did tat juz 'LOVE' to tat.

well, i can only hope all da bez to 'tat' person!

2005-02-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

yan loves tis pics...i imagines if i were REALLY wearin my wedding gown!

2005-02-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

style in vogue...

boring lah...

2005-02-24T14:28:00.000+08:00

haiz.... im so bored today... im supposed to b standby today but im not being called up. i didn't even get out from da hse! imagine tat... when u r sooo used to b out of da hse then suddenly,one fine day(or shud i say 'a few days'), u sit at home, alamak! case mendak seh...!

yan is still recoverin at home. didn't go to sch, watch soccer. i assume he cant wake-up for sch. while me,sittin at home, became 'anak perempuan tercontoh'(kuangkuangkuang!) clean da hse,do laundry,wash da toilet n etc. juz to kill time.(help! im actually bein forced by cik freda!)

aaargh! juz remembered! tomorrow im still off, *sigh*. gotta do more other 'hsehold chores'...

men....!!!!! unscrupulous beings!

2005-02-23T15:50:00.000+08:00

yeah... tat's my topic for today. to end my day, i shall start n end wif tis topic. i simply dun understand them.issit da EGO thingy or issit juz in 'em? well, wat im tryin to say is tat y men juz cant accept stuffs or gifts from us girls wif juz a smile or wif an open hands? y muz there b questions n also uncalled for remarks from 'em?ok, im not sayin tat all men r like tat,but really, its so hard to find men nowadays tat have da attitude of wat men laz time used to do. like during my mumz time, men r much more sensitive(sensitive s in a gd way), romantic, respect women n more caring towards women. y cant da men of my generation b like tat? y cant 'my man' b like tat... ok, mayb im askin too much out of a simple guy but hey a 'lil respect wont hurt, brother!

i mean i heard from some of my gurlfrenz tat for an example, they give gifts. they expect words comin from their guys like, 'thx honey or wow! wat a surprise!' but,nooo.... not those words which came out.. words like,' aiyah! y waste money buyin tis! its not s if its my b-day leh!' it really hurts to hear all those words... doesn't mean tat we can only give gifts on special occasions 'only'. gifts r given sincerely, from da bottom of our heart... we spent time, effort, not to say money but we dun mind... we juz wanna go to da extra mile. to spice up our relationship.

well,i've been there n done tat. n now i noe it really hurts.. it really does.. i always said to my gurlfren,' its ok. dun b bothered bout it...' well i was wrong. i was definitely so wrong. its painful n u can only cry over it. bcoz at nite u'll b cryin ur eyes out but tat someone juz sleep over it.ur heart,ur world, juz crumble down.juz bcoz tat someone spoil ur plans for a wonderful plan...

why do tis to me?!

2005-02-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

y muz u b angry at me?! wat did i do wrong?! ok, yeah mayb when i talked to u, i was a bit harsh. but didn't i xplain to ya tat i wasn't angry at u but was at another person! mayb ctuations at home is not good or doin well, but dun vent ur anger at me juz bcoz u r angry at da whole world, or mayb juz da human beings in ur hse! i mean, there i m tryin to b da gd gurlfren. tried not to disturb u once i noe tat u r asleep n tis is wat i get for tryin to b considerate! i dun ask for much, juz a 'lil appreciation for i did! not money, stuffs or wat! juz appreciation! damn it man! if tis is da way im gonna b treated, then forget it then! its juz not fair! not fair at all!

BRO N SIS, HANG LOOSE IN BALI LAH!!!

2005-02-19T14:11:00.000+08:00

aite...! juz came back from my holiday in kuta,bali. damn.... SHIOK lah deh! 3 days n 2 nites, betul nya tak rugi org kata....those 3 days, me n my mumz went shoppin like s if its da end of time like tat! we didn't spare anythin, from clothes to homeware, to groceries n etc. stuff down there r cheap lah, so we r tempted to buy everythin tat we can grab on.

but b4 we reach there(tat is while in da holding room of singapore airport), my bro-in-law msg me sayin tat there was an earthquake which occurs in bali. punya main kanciong *cik freda kita..! but all was well, we reach there in 30 degrees (temp), tapi dia nya bahang.... masyallah! boleh terbakar kulit! we reached there n we were welcomed by Pak Eric, guide from Golden Rama tours. a kind yet a suave gentleman, wif tanned skin n a crop hairstyle... but.... he's married. like he quote," saya enggak bisa di promosi kan lagi bu...." funny chap lah he!

anyway, da streets in bali was not tat exactly clean or unclean. nak ckp cam geylang, tak lak! nak ckp cam town, pun tak lak! so consider, ok lah! but while we were walking, we spot alot of tis flower thingy on da streets. it was scattered all over s if it was not against da law(try doin tat in singapore, u'll get at least lah, $500 fine!). peeps u can check wat im talkin bout now in my pics(offerins to da gods)...

but... despite da offerings, its a cool island to go n visit. cool ppl, covenient shoppin, nearby to da hotel n also to da beach! oops! forgot to inform u guys regarding da beach... beautiful,remarkable, no words to describe it! waves r like big n may seems scary, but nice dude....! hehehe....

aite, if anyone of u peeps wanna go n need like tips on where to go, juz drop me a mail in my e-mail n i'll be gladly to help ya! HANG LOOSE!

*cik freda= is my mumz! cheers!

at last, a break for me....

2005-02-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

haiz... wat a sign of relief... im so glad tat im flyin of f to bali tmrw... at last! i can fly off to another country, but, not to work, to let loose instead... sadly n 'unfortunately', im goin wif.... my mum! not my dear boyfren but my mum... yeah,yeah, i noe... boring kan! well, its not a bad thing actually, i rarely get to c her, so tis trip can really help me bond wif her much more closer,make up da lost time tat i shud have spent wif her... konon nya, step 'merapat kan silaturahhim'... hehehe....

today, yan ada sound tat he wanna work. actually, i dun mind lettin him work but... y,oh y, muz he ask me whenever im not workin! s in, when im on my annual leave... its irritatin tau, at times, but wat i really mean is, cant he say sumtin else 'better' instead of ' B, i rasa i nak keje lah...' alamak! nya main down hati aku.... bukan tat i dun let, tapi ntah eh, cam takut lah. bukan takut dia main gila tau, tapi takut kan dia nya safety... mayb wat he said tis aftnoon was rite... mayb im a 'lil 'too protective' on him. tapi tak salah kan to b 1!

nway, he sign up for da job juz now n told me tat he'll b startin on thurs...., hari tu aku takde lak...! gerammmm aje...nway, do wat ya wanna do, s long s u r happy wif it honey...

WheRe's My VaLENtinE???!!

2005-02-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... came back from flt but tots of my valentine welcomin me back home wif a warm hug makes me forget of those two. as i've xpected, every year( for da past 5YRS+!) , i noe tat i ain't gonna get anythin on valentine's dayn i was so truly rite! 'my valentine' picked me up in da evenin, buy makan(dinner...) at da bazaar at CWP( he says,by tat way, we can save on money... for his new bike actually...!), sat,talked and proceed back home as both were'damn' dead tired from work n also sch.

actually i dun really mind tat 'my valentine' was not really into tis day coz he once told me,"i will never give u gifts or flowers on valentine's day. coz u'll get bored with da gifts as time goes by n flowers will wither... da only gift from me to u is my love..., coz u'll cherish my love forever n it will never dies..."

ok lah, steady lah yan! bcoz of tat quote, i dun really care if i ever gonna receive any gifts from him for val's day... but honey, i hope(i pray...),tat in da yrs to come.. i dun 'really' mind receivin a stalk of rose from u honey..( hehehe...)

lots of kisses honey bunny! *muahhhzzzz*

bertapa senang hati beta!!!

2005-02-10T14:30:00.000+08:00

got up this AFTERNOON at 1pm...gotta go up, get ready n rush off for da bowling game held at Grassroots CC,Yio Chu Kang. game organised by my uncles, motives is, so tat relatives would b of a closer ties to each other... but not every1 of my cuzins are close to each other. they are like, prefer to keep things to themselves, more quiet when they went to family gatherings n worst,most of da times, they don't even attend family gatherings!

anywayz,tat's tat! ok back to today's event.. each family make up a team of their own. well, im not bragging but it seems tat our team has all da bez players(yan really wanted to tag along but due to his knee,he decided not to), so we noe for sure tat by da end of da game, we are... gonna b da winners.

hehehe.... anyways wat was said b4 was true! we are da winners for da whole game!we won gracefully but some were not really happy as they felt tat it wasn't fair for us to have all da 'players'.. but..wat to do.. alls was fair...

bowling wasn't da only game tat was played today.. a game of pool was also played... but only for us,younsters..maya keep sayin tat youngsters are better player in this kind of game but... my yayi beg to differ... yg kelakar nya, my *yayi kin(grand-dad in bahasa indon) , decided to give it a go since we,youngsters, says tat its a game for da young ones. err... he can play,but a 'lil bit slow for us... heheheh...

after all tat, we proceed back to aunt lamah's home for a nice but yet big feast of......KFC! maya,ipah n me ate like, errr... (pigs???) well, its free food, y not gobble it all up?! ok,ok,ok im done here now... hmm...i think im goin for my mum's tom yum now... da...!

Ahhhhhhh! Im still FREAKING awake!!

2005-02-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

Aiyaya yaya...!! Do u believe tis?! Im like still awake despite of da time now! (Now da time is shows 6:03am....) i shud b snorin now but instead im still up figuring n configurin my blog....

Anywayz, i've got a new a skin to display my blog! Da previous 1... err... i was not too happy wif it. Seems like an un-finished 1... But now im soooo happy tat i've chged to a new 1, searched by myself. Previous skins were helped by my dear fren,SITI. Well, gurl,i gotta learn to do some of tis stuff on my own sooner or later...LOADS OF THX TO YAH!

*YAWN.....*
Ok,ok...I noe,i noe... now im gonna try to have some *winks* for later.. Tat is Da Abdullah Family is organising tis bowling thingy( i have absolutely no idea....) at CCK or someplace ard there... anywayz,wishin u peeps, GONG XI FA CAI! C ya peeps....!!!! *YAWN*

2005-02-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

*yawn...* sleepy at 6:15am?!

An Unplanned Outing?!

2005-02-09T15:45:00.001+08:00

well, hehehe... dun mind me laughing but today's outing was actually quite exciting and fun! yan n I had no plans for da day, but suddenly an idea from yan came, tat is to go 'sight-seeing' at Sentosa! Actually, its more on yan wanting to see da sunset at Sentosa n, being me, da good gurlfren, I proceed on wifout any complains... Anywayz, we started our outing by goin to Sentosa by Cable Car.... Yeah.. tat's wat I say... CABLE CAR. It was like da FIRST time both of us takin a ride from da cable car...Even b4 we rode da car, yan was already feeling x-cited n anxious when we were taking da lift to da station... So it was kinda funny for da both of us,wif actions like Yan prayin b4 we departed from da station n me overlookin da scenery wif enthusiast n a little bit of fear in me.

Anywayz, I find tat both me n yan make a very good planning of outing if da both of us put our 2 big stubborn head together, tat is wifout any arguements.... Thx baby!

2005-02-07T04:16:00.001+08:00

ambar,vijay,me n wei chian at da village,frankfurt

Wazzup peeps!!!!!

2005-02-07T04:16:00.000+08:00

Yo, wazuup peeps....! Woah..... It's been so long since i laz update my blog.. Anywayz, i've gone for like a freaking long flt wif mah team mates. TEAM 41N.... Da bez team tat any crew would like to b in.. Well, its freaking cold in Frankfurt n also in da US but da whole set of crew make da whole trip warm n fun! Oh, n not to forget, da SALMON PIZZA make da trip in Frankfurt a warm one for me too.... hehehehe....!

2005-01-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

me n mr sofiyan by da beach!!!

2005-01-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

early in da morning at 8am.... Well, me n mr sofiyan decided to spent our day at Sentosa beach.We chilled out there but da plan was to catch da morning sun n tann, but... mayb it was not our luck, da sun didn't come out eventually. Anyway, despite tat, we played da frisbee, swam like'pro swimmers'(like real....!) in da water n, oh yeah, played soccer 1on 1... Mayb yan 4got tat i was not really a 'pro' in kicking balls! hehehehe! Well,after tat, we proceed on to da ESPLANADE! Aiyoh, took pics s if we were not from Singapore...Anyways, enjoy da pics tat both of us s taken!